I don't know if that's the correct spelling but it's also not the important part. This past week became an impromptu vacation for me. Justin and I moved everything Saturday and on Sunday we got bombarded with snow.
Let me say that when you sit at home all day.....for a week.....you just about want to go crazy. I'm so tired of watching movies.....I say this as is it here watching another movie - but I'm over it and I'm glad to be out among the living again. I'm actually a little ready to go back to work on Monday. Don't worry you won't hear me saying that often. I did kind of enjoy being at home....Justin and I ate really yummy and healthy fully cooked meals :)
When you're home all day (especially a week when your husband is on thirds) you do a lot of thinking. I came across my blog from when I was in college. It was good, actually I kind of surprised myself reading it again. It brought back a lot of memories of things I went through, but one thing I did notice was my heart was in such a different place. I was so trusting and so confident. Almost every entry was knowing that God had a plan and reflecting on things He had been teaching me. I wonder what it would be like if I got back to that place? I've hit some rough spots and one rock bottom hitting spot and I'm rebuilding myself still. But finding this blog was good.
A lot is going on personally, nothing that I'm ready to discuss yet, but they are heavy on my own heart. I know that there is a plan and there is a reason, but it doesn't make it hurt or sometimes frustrate me any less.
Lafayette is growing on me.....it really does stink here though, due to some factories. The drivers are terrible and people still grocery shop in pajama pants.
Maybe with the new year I will find that trusting heart again, maybe all this snow was a blessing the allow me the time to not worry or stress about a thing.
Even in the worst situations (I HATE snow) something beautiful always happens
Love to you all
The McMahans
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